Happy Birthday To Myself

i will update more soon for now i have no mood :(

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Its going to be a short post.....

I dont know why but im feeling so sad and down this few days i may look like im smiling/happy but actually deep inside my heart i feel so down and hurt.I just dont know why but this feeling had stuck in my heart for too long .An advice was given to me by an old friend,Get a grip and i want you to hold on real tight cause its going to be a bumpy ride in your life. But i want you to hold on as tight as possible and never let go. Once you let go, You will lose everything. Everything you touch. Everything you smelt. Everything you heard so i need you to hold on as tight as possible cause i can promise you that this ride is going to end soon.I hope i know whats best for me but..?Confuse feeling

And Happy belated birthday abg isaac i hope you like your birthday video
and surprise hehe .Thanks abg for all the things that you did for us and thank you for
treating 3OT burger king haha love you abg.SEMOGA PANJANG UMUR DAN MURAH REZEKI OKAY ABANG ISAAC SAYANG :)

and i know its kinda late already but happy 1 year again 3OT Sayang :)

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Im bored lah seriously im doing nothing at home and actually this is the time that i suppose to revise my work but im sick (Touching la kan) and yes raya is coming already left only few more days yipeee.I cant wait sey to wear my new baju kurung and forgive each other etc. Hmm and all the food best nye(I Like)hehe.And i wanted to say congrats to Fhunkie stylerz for getting to finals i love you guys lah cant wait to see the video.
And ya practice was bored without you guys i miss abg isaac jokes/smile already.
But ya gonna be busy soon course i have a lot of things to prepare for next month like for example 3OT got a few shows next month and ya dance explosion (girl i like scared scared like that)its gonna be hard but ya been there than that and i will keep trying and try not to give up.Thanks for the people who have giving me all the support ;) So just watch us and support okay :)

Oh My God Monday school reopens i swear i very lazy to go to school but ya
its for my own good and ya Mid Year examination is totally coming am i ready?
ERR so scary but i really hope that i can do it not to forget my madrasah exam
i need to memories a lot of stuff so wish me luck okay guys.Hope that school reopens when i get my result i wont cry or something :)

Life is totally like a roller coaster man seriously some day you are on top
and someday you are below but for now we are not even at the average height
than what are we now?

Get a grip and i want you to hold on real tight cause its going to be a bumpy ride in your life.
But i want you to hold on as tight as possible and never let go.
Once you let go, You will lose everything. Everything you touch. Everything you smelt.
Everything you heard
so i need you to hold on as tight as possible cause i can promise you that this ride is going to end soon.

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Sometimes somethings that we plan does not fall at the place that we want to correctly.
Now suddenly i feel like crying thinking of the past really makes me feel so down.
A wish that i have made and it came true really brighten up my life but when it turns out
differently/negatively really makes my heart broke into pieces.All the hard work we been together was a BOOM .
Deep inside my heart it really hurts me a lot looking at us like this.
From a nobody we work hard together to achieve what we have today with the help of a very great person that is Abang isaac.Once the love and bonding for each was very strong but what happen now?I really miss everything all the jokes,practice and stuff is all our hard work together.
We cry together,we smile together,we been there for each other,we talk about our personal life to each other,1 for all all for 1. We all have our mistakes and we all are normal human beings that always make mistakes but we must learn from it.Being one of us is not by the name it lives in the heart of every special person but why now why now must all this happen?

A special sentence for us FAILURE IS A SUCCESS WHEN WE LEARN FROM IT
(remembers this)

3OT was established on November 19 2008 by Hazierah and Hakim
Real name was trinity and it was change to 3OT
meaning
| 3OT |;
Outrageously Tremendous
Outstanding Talents
Obviously Teenacious!

A Group a teens that wanna try out something new which is dancing .
We all came from different places of Singapore sharing with
each other different skills in dancing. From being a strangers to friends and now crew mates and not only that we are family.
30T hopes to be a successful crew in the industry and gain praise from the public one day.
A bonded crew that can never be seperated, we are taking things one step at a time to achieve to our goal.

I Really love and miss each and everyone of you guys
Kak Siti,Hakim,Abg Fadh,Kane,Yanie,Amira,Dinie,Wawa,Totot,Wan,
Hafiz,Alyv,Amirul,Nas,Bia,Rad,Aizad,Kyle,Hazierah,Khuz.

This is really from my heart

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It has been a long time i didn't update my blog
hmm a lot had been happening.As per normal
life got ups and down and people change day by day.
hmm where should i start my story?

Ouh ya about the slss Gangster i don't fucking care what you wanna
say about me and i don't bloody hell care who are you because
people like you should just take a gun and just kill yourself
sorry but ya i think you are a big fat loser who don't have any
good things to do in life soo ya whatever you wanna say
i take it as a compliment and try to grow up faster course
your brain is as tiny as an ant .If you got ball come face to face with
me and say it to my face that you hate people like me or you can also
put down your ugly name at my tag board.I dare you
and watch me on teachers day concert i gonna break the stage just
for you my darling :).

Fasting month has started the first day was not bad
soo ya cant wait for Raya already hehe and like duh
I cant wait for the 30T outing to go dinner together
with both our beloved coach abg isaac and kak ziela :)
Btw abang isaac i love ur new choreo and ya i will
always love you abang and to kak z i soo gonna
buy your shoe or even still yours hahaha love you sis.
GOOD LUCK FIS for the competition in genting:)

School is okay.Exams is around the corner and the
concert too. im soo under a lot of stress but ya
i try my best to don't be too stress and to relax.
To my junior Modern dancers i will never give up
hope on you guys missing you guys already actually.
3N2 our exams is totally coming we must work hard together
we all wanna go sec 4 man hahah.And to the teachers
watch us Three`O`T(3OT) live on teachers day i know you gonna
like it hahah.

Now i wanna to talk about people who treat others
like a piece of meat i soo hate that kind of people.
But ya sometimes you really need to remember that
everybody have feelings and we cant just hurt
people as we wish too.Who are you to hurt others feelings.
we are human with feeling we are not non living things .
Remember to respect people if you want to get your respect back.
its is as simple as that.If you have the looks but your heart is like
a piece of shit for what?If you think your dope?Think again
without practice,hard work,effort and etc you are nothing
I REPEAT NOTHING.
soo ya wake up Not everything we must do it your way.
The others also got our own problem and we also
can easily be stess stop thinking of yourself
and start thinking for others.

JUST HOPE FOR THE BEST IN FUTURE :)

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